I can’t seem to fall asleep. So I will write about my day.
I made this today. Got a poster template which was originally meant for a club lol.
So we are starting Saturday Night Live, a praise/prayer night on Saturdays, from 6-8(come out!!), for our church youth. Our mission? For the youth to experience God’s love. As we were planning for this (me, Jonathan, Hakyoung, and Pastor Chung), I couldn’t help but feel hope. The kids are eager, the leaders are eager, and we have a long, long way to go. I sat in on the youth’s worship practice and dang… there is a loooot of work to be done.
Despite all of this, I’m excited. I’m excited to see how God is going to work in this ministry. I’m excited to see God’s love for these kids and I’m especially excited to see them experience it. I want to see these kids grow and mature in God’s love and grace. I want them to know Jesus.
And I know that none of this is possible without God. And I’m excited.
So after preparation and prayer, Jonathan and I bussed back to Mac and talked over burgers and tea for around 3-4 hours. We discussed and shared with each other our experiences in university, our thoughts and hopes for SNL (Saturday Night Live), our spiritual walk with God, and just life in general.
There are certain moments in life when everything comes together and it hits you. At the time you don’t know what it is exactly, but for some reason, things slowly start to make sense. And you can literally feel the pieces of your life just falling into place. And you start to understand a little bit more of yourself and of the world around you. All of a sudden, you start to accept your positives and negatives, and awesome stuff like calmness, peace, and forgiveness just washes over you and you can’t help but just be overwhelmed, overflowed with God’s love.
Man, today was just one big, long moment.
So basically, what I am saying… I think I am not going to Korea next year. I truly believe God is telling me to serve at my church at least for another year. To bolster the youth and to serve humbly and with love within the Young Adult ministry.
I am not sure yet. But with prayer, I believe 100% God will lead the way.
This doesn’t mean I will be ditching music. Heeeeck no. If anything, this may be more beneficial for me. But, we will see.
Anyways, for anyone who is reading this, please pray for me :) . Pray for God’s guidance and the hearts of the youth group at my church. And please pray for my discernment in the upcoming months!
Well, it’s 6:20 now…….. da heck. I have church in 3 hours and 40 min.
Sooooo… for anyone who wants to know more in detail, feel free to contact me lolllllll.
We will drink coffee and have laughs and giggles. And it will be fun. Very fun.
Well, thanks for staying strong and actually reading this haha,
Just another guy